So I think I've done it. I've built up my strength long enough to take a big step forward. It may be painful, but I know I have to do it, for the greater good.
I'm going to sign up for college (I couldn't go before b/c of a lack of funds) and study my hardest for this. It's a tough job to get, but it;s my passion and I know I might if I try my best.
I may also have to leave my family for a while. That'll be the hardest part of all. I love them so much and feel like I'll miss them but I know if I don't take this chance now, I may never get another one.